SO HARD TO BEG. . .

This is the struggle of life. . . I wonder when will this end. I've been texting the whole day to anybody who has a generous heart. . . Lisod jud ning kita ang mangamo bah?? During my lunch break I went to a family friend who to respond to my text. But when I reached there she told her staff for me to be back this afternoon around 5pm coz naa daw siya lakaw. . . I arrived late at work bringing NOTHING! OK lang basta ba this afternoon ma sulit pud akong gi sacrifice. . . 

I've been planning ahead how to accumulate at that amount on or before September 15. . . garage sale kaya?? but the problemo is. . . i don't have anything to sell. All our things, appliances, clothes  are not suitable for 2nd hand use coz sira-sira na. . . . what if i'll asks my relatives, friends, classmates and workmates to ask for anything that its not useful for them?? hmmmnnn?? question is, musogot kaya si dad?? pabaga nalang ta ug face ani. . . .as if they will see me that i am very much ok. but deep inside me. . . . i'm already drowned. 

FamBam

It's a beautiful Sunday morning. . . 

6:00 am - - - bound to Diamond Evangelista Pool for the swimming lesson of Yankees. Jj tag along with us and played in the small pool. 7 laps of freestyle, 7 laps of paddle with small swim board in between her cross legs, around 30 minutes of freestyle and breast stroke. WOW!

8:30 am - - - he session has ended and she played with Jj in the small pool. I joined them in the pool while Yankees told me that she will teach me how to swim, but instead we compete with each other in freestyle. Whew! wala koy hangin! She is so fast!!!! But I enjoyed that moment. . . And I'm kinda like it. that's why I'm planning to do it every Sunday morning :D

10:00 am - - - we went to XU because it is their Intramurals and dad is doing the umpire in the softball competition. We went to XU soccer field as the kids watched the students played while eating fruit salad. 

11:45 am - - - lunch at mcdo xu. the kiddos are both hungry that they could not even feel the heat of the rice :D

PROUD OF YOU. . . .

It's a sunny Sunday morning and the XU intramurals went wild in the soccer field for the softball competition women division: played by Artscience vsComputer Studies. . . and in men division played: played by engeneering vs medicine. As my hubby umpire the game, he also sells yummy fruit salad from his co-umpire. According to him, the commission will be for food. . . . I am so shock that he really sells it to the XU students in the soccer field and I can't believe my eyes coz no hesitant, wala na ulaw and everything. . . .

Dad, I am very, very proud of you. . . . 

WHAT A SURPRISE!!

On my birthday, I went home directly to be with my family. We just have a simple dinner. A little of spaghetti, a little of dinuguan and a little of humba. It's just an ordinary day to us except that my kiddos always greet me happy birthday mommy! We went to be early before 8'clock in the evening. 

The following day, just a same old routine. There is a problemo with regards to financial, went to branch 3 for some terms and condition. Dad fetched me in the office and drop me off to the school. I went alone coz Arnold is in the house. After I changed my dress, dad entered to the room and lift the towel lying beneath the floor. And to my surprise, a brand new acer netbook and epsoon 3n1 printer. Oh my gosh! Oh my gosh! I burst into tears as I hugged my hubby. Thanking him for his gift despite of our money matter problemo. . . 

dad, this song is for you. . . .

I love you sooooooooooo much. And to your fear of - - - - - - I honestly tell you that no matter what, you will be the last man that I will love. All. Once. Always.

My Birthday

I have my hesitations if I will celebrate my birthday or not. . . . First thing first is that i don't have a budget. The expenses for the food will be add on to the payables. But as for my hubby, its only once a year I celebrated my birthday and at the same time its a thanks giving for the approval of. . . . - - - - 

My hand are only dinuguan at puto and spaghetti. And to my surprise. . .. V bought me a big cake from red ribbon. . . I am soo touched and I nearly shed tears. . . :'(

Thank you HWMI for making my birthday special. Aside from my debut, I really don't celebrate my birthday and have some birthday cake with matching blowing of the candle.

thank you soooooooo much :-*

birthday wish. . . . sana all our debts will be paid off. . .

EVERYTHING

To say that I loved you with all my heart wouldn’t suffice. Over the time that I’ve had the privilege of getting to know and grow close to you I’ve discovered a happiness that I never knew existed. From the moment I saw you I knew that I wanted you to be a part of my life. From the very moment I spoke to you I was captivated by your smile, to the point that I couldn’t stop blushing. 

How can I describe how you make me feel? When I’m with you everything in the world seems perfect. When you hold me in your arms, nothing can hurt me. When you say goodbye to me, I can’t wait until the next day, because each moment away from you feels like an eternity. 

Every time I kiss you, feel your embrace and tell you “I love you”, my feelings for you grow even stronger. I now truly know that I can never love anyone as much as I love you, and unless you look into my heart you’ll never understand how incredible you are, how lucky you make me feel nor how much I love you.

To say that I am privileged to be by your side would be an understatement. I’m honored and blessed to have you in my life, and I promise you that I’ll always adore you, and I’ll always trust you, I’ll always be by your side.

You’re more precious to me than anything in the world because you give my life meaning, direction and purpose. To even think that not having you in my life was a possibility still frightens me, because you’re my everything, not having you by my side would take away my reason for living.

Never forget that I will always be there for you, I will always protect you and I will always love you “no matter what”. How can I express how much happiness you bring into my life, how much I love you, how much you mean to me, when there are no words to do my feelings justice?

Honestly I can’t. But what I can say is that you’ll always be my angel in disguise, I will always be by your side and nothing will ever keep me apart from you. I just wanted you to know how much you mean to me. And even though I will never find those words to truly express what I feel for you, I want you to know that I’ll always love you “to the moon and back” with all my heart.

you're all, once and always. . . . 

SO SHOCKING!!!!

early this morning i received a love letter from the - - - - - - - and OMG!!! na stress na dayun ko. . . this letter is in connection to my previous blog na bahala ka na!!! i thought its already been understood but why naka received pako??? having sleepless nights for 6 nights already my head really clogged up, burst into tears while hugging my son while saying "love you mom!" its really so sweet to hear.

i came in late in the office coz i went first to the - - - - -. 2 in charge helped me about my problemo and he even called the person concerned but then he's on field so he let me back this afternoon at 1pm.

back in the office my mind is so hallow, my knees are cracking down, my heart keeps bounding and my shoulder is so heavy. . . I went back to him and finally talked to him. he is approachable and easy to talked with. dile bug-at ang feeling. he explained to me and what makes me somewhat happy is that kato lang jud particular nga gi butang ang dapat ma follow. so at least dba. . . . since he haven't make a formal letter yet, but as soon as he finished it he will text me so that we will be going to the - - - -

thank you Lord. . . 

God will make a way. . . 

God is good. . . 

Just have FAITH and don't lose FAITH in HIM.

Prayer is still the 

BEST WEAPON. . . .